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She feels like a party

Like a drunken one-night stand

With a stranger

She’ll never love again

She lights another cigarette

Pours another glass of wine

Reads love letters on yellowed paper

Makes up poems with her mind

 

Nothing lasts forever

Especially love

Nothing lasts forever

Especially love

 

She feels like the sixties

Like the smoke around the room

The illusion

Of sunflowers in bloom

In the middle of winter

When there’s nobody around

The lines on her paper

Will never make a sound

 

Nothing lasts forever

Especially love

Nothing lasts forever

Especially love

 

Nothing lasts,

Nothing lasts,

Nothing lasts forever

Drowned out by the voice in my head

Wasting every moment like there’s infinity left

Minutes go faster than lightspeed

Haven’t looked up since the night

We’d never have guessed

Would be the last

 

Staring into the void

Cover secrets with noise

Pretend reality’s not sinking

Like the ship you’ve been sailing

Since late fall of last year

While the rest of us stayed here

 

Disappearing in a daydream

Waking up only to go to sleep again

Masquerading as perfection

Crying out for some affection

We’d never have guessed

Would be the last

 

Staring into the void

Cover secrets with noise

Pretend reality’s not sinking

Like the ship you’ve been sailing

Since late fall of last year

While the rest of us stayed here

 

Drowned out by the voice in my head

Wasting every moment like there’s infinity left

Disappearing in a daydream

Masquerading as perfection

Crying out for some affection

We’d never have guessed

Would be the last

I’ve been meaning to ask you why you feel

Like everybody owes you something

I’ve been meaning to tell you how I feel

But every time I open up to you

I get told that I’m not on your mind

 

I don’t know why I still keep trying to love you

I don’t know why I still keep holding on

I don’t know why I still keep trying to love you

I don’t know why I still keep holding on

 

I’ve been meaning to ask you why you think

That anybody cares about you

I’ve been meaning to let you in on it

The world doesn’t turn around you

Even though it sure does in your mind

 

I don’t know why I still keep trying to love you

I don’t know why I still keep holding on

I don’t know why I still keep trying to love you

I don’t know why I still keep holding on

 

Mmmmm why I love you

Why I hold on to you

 

I don’t know why I still keep trying to love you

I don’t know why I still keep holding on

I don’t know why I still keep trying to love you

I don’t know why I still keep holding on

 

I don’t know why I still keep trying to love you, yeah

I don’t know why I still keep holding on

I don’t know why I still keep trying to love you

I don’t know why I still keep holding on

A folding chair in the front yard

Who knows how long it’s been around

Every Sunday she sits there

Listening to the sounds among the crowd

 

Almost invisible

Part of the landscape

Almost invisible

This is our life now

 

A family meal in the kitchen

A pot of tea on the stove till midnight

A begging dog at our feet

Not a care for the rat race

Save the one upstairs as we try to sleep

 

Almost invisible

Part of the landscape

Almost invisible

This is our life now

 

We don’t need saving

We’re doing alright

 

Almost invisible

Part of the landscape

Almost invisible

This is our life now

Hard hearted

I’m ready for a fight

Don’t worry

I’ll see you after midnight

Hard hearted

I’m done playing your games

After this

Things won’t ever be the same

 

No more sorry’s

I know where you were

Don’t you worry

You can be seen around with her

Empty promises

They don’t mean a thing

Hope you like her

Here’s your fucking ring

 

Hard hearted

I’m ready for a fight

Don’t worry

I’ll see you after midnight

Hard hearted

I’m done playing your games

After this

Things won’t ever be the same

 

Fake friendships

Just so you’d get close

Never thought you’d be the one

Tearing down my home

Guilty conscience

Keeping you up at night

All the better

You’re the one who lied

 

When you both end up alone

Remember it’s the life you chose

 

Hard hearted

I’m ready for a fight

Don’t worry

I’ll see you after midnight

Hard hearted

I’m done playing your games

After this

Things won’t ever be the same

 

I’m hart hearted

I’m ready for a fight

Hard hearted

I’ll see you after midnight

Hard hearted

You don’t mean a thing

I hope you like her

Here’s your fucking ring

Yesterday I walked away

I should have done this a long time ago

Yesterday I found my freedom

I should have done this a long time ago

 

You don’t know who I am anymore

You can’t tell me not to go out the door

 

So when I walk away

Don’t watch me leave

And when I turn away

Now I can breathe

 

Yesterday I finally realized

That what we had was just a temporary feeling

Good for a moment, but it was broken

And no amount of pleas was ever gonna fix it

 

You don’t know who I am anymore

You can’t tell me not to go out the door

 

So when I walk away

Don’t watch me leave

And when I turn away

Now I can breathe

 

No you don’t know me

You don’t own me, anymore

 

I’m not the old me

You couldn’t stop me

From walking out the door

 

So when I walk away

So when I walk away

So when I walk away

Don’t watch me leave

We painted the living room white

Just like every other room

In this little place we live in now

 

Put the couch up against the wall

A painting up in the hall

From your mom’s first place on Elgin Street

 

I didn’t mean to end up like this

I didn’t mean to move on this quick

 

From the house we called home

For the last 30 years

From the memories it holds

So many tears

Our friends down the road

I remember it all

I didn’t mean to let go

Of the house we called home

 

The kitchen table doesn’t fit

It’s strange to see it like this

Where it doesn’t belong

 

I can’t smoke inside anymore

Maybe I’ll quit

I’ve been meaning to

 

I didn’t mean to end up like this

I didn’t mean to move on this quick

 

From the house we called home

For the last 30 years

From the memories it holds

So many tears

Our friends down the road

I remember it all

I didn’t mean to let go

 

Of the house we called home

For the last 30 years

From the memories it holds

And so many tears

Our friends down the road

I remember it all

I didn’t mean to let go

Of the house we called home

 

Didn’t want to let go

Of the house we called home

A season of hard times

Winter in my mind

Everything’s freezing

 

No interest in hindsight

No colours in low light

No interest in me

 

Nothing’s wrong

But my hands won’t stop shaking

 

New every morning

Still I feel the same

 

I’ll stay until sunrise

Winter is outside

And it’s always changing

 

There’s magic in twilight

If you open your eyes

Remember you’re breathing

 

Nothing’s wrong

Yet my heart won’t stop racing

 

New every morning

Still I feel the same

 

Nothing’s wrong

Nothing’s wrong

Nothing’s wrong

Nothing’s wrong

Nothing’s wrong

Nothing’s wrong

Nothing’s wrong

 

New every morning

Still I feel the same

New every morning

Still I feel the same

Le samedi matin c’était pour lire

Le samedi soir on voyageait

À Toronto à Montréal

De notre salon à Dalhousie

 

On fermait nos yeux, comptait les temps

Maman se berçait dans le coin

On attendait impatiemment 

Pour l'orchestre et les danseuses, à Dalhousie

 

On les entendait danser à la radio

De l’autre bout du monde

On les entendait danser à la radio

De notre salon

Et on dansait avec elles

On chantait la Madelon

On dansait avec elle

Avec Rose Noël

 

Onze enfants à la maison

André, Robert, Guy et Eddie

Roger, Claudette, Antonia

Estelle, Aurèle, Jeanne et Camille

 

On portait nos robes faites de fleurs

Par maman, l’amour en main

Une fois par année

Ils nous écoutaient chanter

À Dalhousie


On les entendait danser à la radio

De l’autre bout du monde

On les entendait danser à la radio

De notre salon

Et on dansait avec elles

On chantait la Madelon

On dansait avec elle

Avec Rose Noël

Avant que la vie passe et que tout disparaisse 

Avant de dire je t’aime Avant même qu’on se connaisse 

Avant tout cela

 

Avant de prendre la route De se perdre dans la joie 

Avant que tu me touches Avant même toi et moi 

Avant tout cela

 

J’avais si peur de suivre mon cœur    

J’avais si peur de suivre mon cœur    

 

Quand je t’ai vu

Quand tu m’as vu

L’amour est tombé du ciel 

Quand je t’ai vu

Quand tu m’as vu

Le temps était éternel

 

J’avais si peur de suivre mon cœur  

 

Tu m’avais dit avant que la vie passe et que tout disparaisse 

Laisse-toi trouver l’amour Fait moi une belle promesse 

Avant tout cela 

 

 

J’avais si peur de suivre mon cœur    

J’avais si peur de suivre mon cœur    

 

Quand je t’ai vu

Quand tu m’as vu

L’amour est tombé du ciel 

Quand je t’ai vu

Quand tu m’as vu

Le temps était éternel

 

Je n’avais plus peur de suivre mon cœur  

 

Depuis je te suis 

Chaque jour de ma vie 

Le temps est éternel 

À 40 ans t’as tout perdu

Dans un instant, tout ce que t’as connu

 

La première fois, te réveiller seule dans ton lit

Tu ne sais pas comment vivre sans lui

 

Tu veux juste te rendre à demain

Tu as tout dans ton chemin

 

Quatre enfants à la maison

La voix dans ta tête, les comparaisons

Le goût de retourner dans le temps  

Être pris dans la vie maintenant  

 

Ce n’est pas ce que t’as choisi

Mais bienvenue à ta vie

 

À 40 ans t’as survécu

La pire histoire que t’as jamais lue

 

Une autre journée à oublier tes rêves plus grands que le ciel

Vaut mieux les jeter avec l’eau de la vaisselle

 

Tu veux juste te rendre à demain

Tu as tout dans ton chemin

 

Quatre enfants à la maison

La voix dans ta tête, les comparaisons

Le goût de retourner dans le temps

Être pris dans la vie maintenant

 

Ce n’est pas ce que t’as choisi

Mais bienvenue à ta vie

 

Ce n’est pas ce que t’as choisi

Mais bienvenue à ta vie

Nouvelles d'Ottawa, tu seras grand-mère 

Dans les sept années qui suivent, sept autres petits arrivent 

Jamais tu n'aurais cru que la vie te donnerait tout ce que t'as voulu

 

Regarde-nous

Écoute-nous

Pendant qu’on chante tous  ensemble

Dans le salon d'un de tes enfants

Juste pour toi on joue encore

Le chandelier de cristal de Charlie Pride

Toute cette joie grâce à elle 

Ta mère Rose Noël

 

La visite d’Ottawa débarque à Dalhousie

À 90 ans tu mérites un gros party

Cette soirée là on fait un feu sur la plage

On a ri fort, gros sourire sur ton visage

 

Regarde-nous

Écoute-nous

Pendant qu’on chante tous  ensemble

Dans le salon d'un de tes enfants

Juste pour toi on joue  encore

Le chandelier de cristal de Charlie Pride

Toute cette joie grâce à elle

Toute cette musique grâce à elle 

Ta mère Rose Noël

 

Quatre ans plus tard

On l'a chanté une dernière fois

Ta chanson préférée

C'est pas pareil sans toi

 

Pendant qu’on chante tous ensemble

Dans le salon d'un de tes enfants

Juste pour toi on joue encore

Le chandelier de cristal de Charlie Pride

Toute cette joie grâce à elle 

Toute cette musique grâce à elle

On sait que tu danses dans le ciel

Avec Rose Noël 

 

Pendant qu'on chante tous ensemble.

Singles

I didn’t know

That I could feel this way

I didn’t know

The meaning of your love

 

I’ve only got the memory

Of a lover’s game

I didn’t know

That I could feel this way

 

Drunk, but it isn’t the wine

Dizzy but I’m feeling fine

I wanna get to know you better

Drunk, but it isn’t the wine

I didn’t know

 

I didn’t know

What I was feeling that first day

I couldn’t wait

To get you alone

 

And now I’ve only got the memory

Of a lover’s game

I didn’t know

That I could feel this way

 

Drunk, but it isn’t the wine

Dizzy but I’m feeling fine

I wanna get to know you better

Drunk, but it isn’t the wine

I didn’t know

 

In the morning next to you

Don’t know what I’m supposed to do cause I’m still

 

 

Drunk, but it isn’t the wine

Dizzy but I’m feeling fine

I wanna get to know you better

Drunk, but it isn’t the wine

I didn’t know

I didn’t know

I didn’t know

I didn’t know

I didn’t know

All these houses are haunted

With wanting so deep

All the moments you live for

All the memories you keep

 

You walk alone down these wandering streets

One way no return

 

You want to know where the other one leads

One way no return

 

 

All these houses are haunted

With glimpses of ghosts

Of the life you once wanted

One person two roads

 

You walk alone down these wandering streets

One way no return

 

You want to know where the other one leads

One way no return

 

Da da da dum, da da da dum, da da da da dum

 

You walk alone down these wandering streets

One way no return

 

You want to know where the other one leads

One way no return

Something happens when I look at you

Something happens when you walk in the room

I know that all the feelings that I’m having in my mind are falling out on the page

But something happens when I look at you

 

Why have you gotta be the way you are?

Why have you gotta play with my heart?

You’re the only one that does this to me

Something happens when I look at you

 

all I wanna do…

Oh all I want is you

                 

All the loneliness I felt before

Is gone forever

 

Something happens when I look at you

Something happens when you walk in the room

I know that all the feelings that I’m having in my mind are falling out on the page

But something happens when I look at you

 

When I look at you

When I look at you

When I look at you

When I look at you

Sunrise, wake me up again

Pillow lines on my face

Sunday morning blues

Another without you

 

Walk alone

To the kitchen sink

Walk alone

To the empty living room

Where you used to sit

 

 

Sunrise wake me up again

The yellow moon is in the sky

An empty bed

An untouched side

That isn’t mine

 

 

Walk alone

To the kitchen sink

Walk alone

To the empty living room

Where you used to sit

Where I used to sit

 

Sunrise, wake me up again

Pillow lines on my face

Sunday morning blues

Another without you

 

Walk alone

To the kitchen sink

Walk alone

To the empty living room

Where you used to sit

Where I used to sit

Where we used to sit

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